Wednesday, 14 March 2012

The hampster wheel of insanity....








According to Einstein the definition of Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results... Now where can I apply this? Ha! By this definition I am thinking it is time to break out the white jacket, pad the walls and call the white truck!

From this week’s learning about the reflective investigator, I have concluded that perhaps eating that third piece of cheesecake has the enduring effect of preventing my jeans from fitting? Of course the same could be said of the endless monthly gym membership fees being withdrawn from my account without actually attending.. Who knew?!

I have learnt that my taste in the opposite sex inevitably leads me to be attracted to ‘bad boys’ whilst repeatedly forgetting the word ‘bad’ means 'not good'...

I know that I continuously regret sending emails/texts when I am tired and/or feeling moody and that when I read over them later I think DOH!.... then promising myself I will assert better self control in future.. (a work in progress).... This too brings to mind a phrase friends may have observed me use once or twice... “I am never drinking again!”

Someone mentioned in today’s lecture that producing children was an example of not learning by virtue of repeatedly recreating the same circumstances; in this area I excelled! I delivered one, two, three, four, male prodigy! On the balance of percentages, by number three I had less than a 5% chance of producing a female heir; unfortunately I am not easily swayed by mere statistics! (I also read the other day that you had 1000x more chance of being hit by a car whilst crossing the street to buy a lotto ticket, than actually winning the lotto!  Pffft!)

So the conclusion today is thus, I can either completely reset the internal process that allows me to repeat my mistakes and get off the hamster wheel of inevitability.... or cross my arms, buckle up and get comfortable.

I wonder if it is a coincidence that white really is my colour?




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